Goodbye Tears

Is this true?

Its amazing how simple words can touch your heart....

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

(Chorus 2)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

记得

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人 等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

Ironic

This song may not be the best song to describe what i am going through.
I really hope i can sing this song again.

All my friends are getting married and I am left behind
I feel terrible. ALL ALONE now.

You wont know how that feels, until you really been through it.
It really hurts! damn alot..

i hope i can move on soon..
i wish i can fast forward this part of my life and look back to see how foolish i was
i dont want to look like a gold fish and to let others see the weaker side of me
i dont like.

i just couldnt help it but to tear everywhere i go.
even in other people's wedding dinner, i m such a spoilspot.
i wished i had a hole to hide, i hope to be invisible
i want to take leave and to stay at home and cry, but i CANT.

my life still has to go on, even though my boss sense something is wrong
i have to move on. FASTER, pls let me do so at super sonice speed.

Holiday Part 1- Batam

So bored about my work!
I look forward to public holidays and overseas trip!
Feel so dead doing my job, not motivating at all, but what to do, need the money. Have to hang on.

Anyway, went Batam and it was uber fun!
The massage was GREAT! I think better than BKK! And its affordable...


Some random tapioca chips make-shift stall.
very nice chips. Imagine, corn flavored tapioca chips?!?!




This was the massage place! Its not part of our tour package, something extra..
Very good and cheap massage. the tour guide brought us here.

The masseur was very gentle and funny. Their skills are very good.
But alot of funny incidents happened, like the masseur draw the curtain while i was wearing my shorts and kept talking.. make me so pai seh~

And Limei's masseur flip her towel that was covering her body. damn funny.. must see her reaction. HAHAHAH




see the clear blue sky!
yes, that the sea view that we get to see while we were massaging.. The waves, the breeze and the music, so soothing that makes me wanna sleep.

The jacuzzi that got Limei and me so excited!
We were literally playing in the "pool"...



I truly enjoyed the trip!
I wont mind going back every 3 months to relax.... anybody interested?