Monday, March 27

Mundane Student Life.

its me, posting nonsensical post again.
mon afternoon- cool weather, perfect to laze around and watch tv but i am in front of my laptop "attending" my online lec.
its quite good though, to have this stats lec being posted online.
who will bother to go attend a 8.30am, you-go-also-wont-understand lecture?
it doesnt justify the effort put it. so, majority of us wont go. except for a few super enthu ones.

have been trying to "psycho" myself that stats is actually very interesting!ermm.. still a long way to go.
have been putting in more effort to do my stats tutorials now, i dont wanna REPEAT! NO.. NO.. NO!

read a news report on stuffing yourself with food when you are stressed. Not a very good way, its some kind of disorder. i think i m one of those lah.
now, that explains why yuting and michelle is getting thinner and thinner with all the stress and i m getting fatter and fatter.. duh.. help me!

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the culprit. this is so tempeting. whenever i cant solve something, i want to eat. btw, this is bread pudding.

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my "interesting" stats mod, i am attending my online lec, i m nt skiving.

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my polished drawing.
my normal distribution curve looks better now.
Michelle, its back to haunt you!!! (std deviation, variance, probability, mean, avg etc etc...... HAHAHAHAH)

I LOVE STATS!! ITS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE!! *sneer*

Thursday, March 23

HSS Supper Night.

ya.. i m back with more grumblings. ahahahha.
no la. i just came back from sch. yup.
had supper night today. was kinda lame la.
purpose "to mingle and to de-stress" -_-"'

i was the emcee for the event, together with my HSS club president.
i felt so incompetent lah. i have like nothing to say. ahaha.
whatever, who cares.
my tummy is about to explode. damn full!!
if next time u guys are in NTU, should try Hall 5 Prawn Paste Chicken!!!
very nice!!!!!!! *yummy*

ok, done. will update u guys again.
exams round the corner.
most prob will get depressed. u guys wait n see ba. ahahha

Wednesday, March 15

Why is that such an idoitic core module?

I dont understand why do they have to force us to take such an STUPID module?
TO rub salt into our wound, its under our core unit! damnmit.

They think we are very free huh. Got nothing better to do. Make us take such stupid writing module and its pulling my whole GPA down because of this. I AM VERY ANGRY. Because of this, I have to get higher grades for my other modules to pull up my whole GPA.

not everyone is capable of writing creative and interesting essays. I dont know how to describe my anger. I AM VERY ANGRY LAH!

20 pages report still not enough of writing isit. Bloody hell, what else do they want?
Downright unlucky. NTU started this recently, and we are the 1st sch to try out this shit. Business students dont have to take, engin student dont have to take, science students dont have to take. WE HAVE TO?

idiot.

Friday, March 10

Another phase of my life.

It has been quite sometime since i last blog.
Have been and still will be busy with school work and activities.
I want to get the most out it.

Lots of things had happened and i decided to let it go.
No point on holding onto it and get upset over it.
I have learnt to let things go if they are not meant to be.
I have learnt to let things go their way and not mine.
I have learnt to not to think too much and not to wish for it anymore.

Its driving me crazy and I really hope this is not true.
God is fair, He is just putting me under a stringent test, it will be over soon. very soon.

I try.... am still trying.

The more you think the worst it gets.
Whats the point then?

I have learnt to be more independent, even though not, I WILL BE.

Sunday, March 5

This is interesting.

you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.
How to Get Along with Me
Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.
What I Like About Being a Six
being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive
What's Hard About Being a Six
the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations
Sixes as Children Often
are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent
Sixes as Parents
are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Try it for yourself!