WORK.WORK.WORK.WORK.WORK... ...

Work load is getting heavier. Have to keep alert at all times and know the figures, submissions, number of approved cards at the back of my hand.
Its really very tiring-- mentally.
Every morning I have to be on my toes just in case my manager comes in and ask for figures.

Not only I have to worry about the figures, I have to worry about my sales too. My sales number, my conversion rate. Its not all about me, its about the team under me. I have to push them for sales, for figures, for submissions, for approvals.. argh.. Its driving me crazy!

Hey people, please dont think that its easy to be a manager. I think its really all about managing people, and its DIFFICULT to manage people. Am going through that, and I think its super tough.

I know that not all my team members listen to what I say. Maybe to them I am just a 20 year old girl who knows nothing, has no experience, why should they listen to me?

This guy, I think he is kinda hopeless if he still doesnt want to save himself from being lazy. Why cant just he use his brains? He spends all his time playing games, not doing sales, thinking that my manager in the bloody office is stupid and blind. Not onlyhe is gonna get himself into trouble, I will also be questioned! He is bloody 25 already, how can he achieve anything with this kind of mentality???

I know he has lots of tricks up his sleeves and I will have to tackle that one by one.

The worst thing is, my increment only starts on 1st April. Which means, if I quit in March coz I was thinking of signing up for the bridging course, I wont get my increment!
Should I or should I not go for it? Its quite expensive, it cost me 150 pounds for each course, and I am intending to take 2… (having 2nd thoughts).
After all, its good to start all over again right, so the lecturer can refresh my memory.

Watever it is, I know I still have lots to learn.. the path is long…

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

times files doesnt it.
its been a yr already, and what have i acheived? hmmm.. nothing much.. ahahahah

i have been growing fatter, indulging myself in new year goodies.
OMG.. ba guas, peanuts, mini chilli shrimps popiahs (dont noe the exact name) etc...

yeah.. gonna have steamboadt at Caren's house this fri, this seems to be a yearly thingy.. ahhaha
a gathering for all current and ex colleagues..

enjoy ur new year peeps..!!

**A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED!**

there are so many bloody things that happen these few months, i dont even know where to start.

There's a saying: tian xia wu bu shan zhi yan xi. ( which literally means, all things will come to an end). hope i got this right.

ya. true. i will be missing 2 of my very close colleagues.

1) Caren- one who is always there to lend a listening ear when things doesnt go my way(vice versa) .One who gives me advice on my job and life. She is a girl who is young but has experienced lots lots more than i do. She is only 24 but thinks very mature-ly.
Always there to crap with me and do light make-up for me when there's a need (hehe).
One who always share her bed with me when we go clubbing and is too late and expensive for me to go home. The list just goes on and on and on...........

2) Ian- This guy keeps me entertained for as long as he is there. Forever has something stupid/lame/retarded/crappy/funny etc etc to say. Quite handsome too (thats what i think, not agreed by all) hahaha..
Always like to ask others to guess how old am i, and laugh at me when people say that i am older, and feels happy when people says that he look younger..
One who always ask me to go to the gym with him to work my big butt off. One who is caring and sweet....

I WILL MISS THE BOTH OF THEM!!
sigh... but no worries, i believe we will still meet up for drinks and dinner...

On a happier note:
I am promoted to a team leader. *yippy* hahahah..
Hope i can live up to expectations, trying hard to get things right.. ahahaha

i think these are the 2 major things that happened.. will update my blog soon..