tired

projects, projects and more projects.. every since the 1st day Chinese New Year my grp or rather say all of us have been rushing like mad.. presentations aft presentations.. shit!

so tired..haven been sleeping well lately.. dont have enough sleep.. always working on the ppts... my back is aching.. butt is numb, legs also numb... have been facing this laptop since 6PM.. i have been sitting in front of this laptop for 5hrs.. more to come.. argh..

wanna get this done quickly n then SLEEP!

GONG XI FA CAI!

hahah.. today is the brand new year.. year of monkey.. went to chinatown for a reunion lunch n dinner. nothing to do over there.. so sian.. watch boring tv shows.

saw all my little cousins.. they r so noisy.. but well they r kids! its NORMAL for them to be.. ahahhaha....
nothing special.. collect ang bows then eat n eat n eat... ahahah.. feel so damn bloated..

today was the 1st time i saw michelle cry... her eyes were red. i have nv seen michelle cry b4.. in my heart she has always been a strong ger! is it all becoz of me? was it becoz i confronted jinyi? i feel so guilty.. if i haf nt done so.. mayb things wont nt be as bad as it would have been!

how could jinyi do all this? is this wat he call the right thing to do? how could he say that michelle talk behind his back? how could he say michelle didnt appreciate his work!? wat is he thinking?
so he is saying tat by grouping with wan qiu.. they would APPRECIATE his work??!! wat is this shit man!
u mean it is wrong for michelle to tell us abt her group? this is nt talking behind his back alright! wat the f*** is he saying! even though if mic doesnt tell us we will definately ask.. i really dont get it.. really!!

sch?

today is only the 2nd week of sch.. n i m feeling tired.. both physically n mentally.. y y y?? its our last semester and they are torturing us.. haiz~~ now i finally understand how ting n jessie felt the other time.. always bz.. not free to meet up wif us. but they still managed to get As for their module.. wa.. clever man!

i feel sad for michelle... y muz all these happen at this time? at the very last semester, at the most crucial point, at the point where they (mic/ klin) need help the most... why muz they/she go thru all these? the same goes for the IS grping.. y muz they grp wif the other 2 ah-lians in the class?? everything seemed so screwed up for them..
i feel so selfish. selfish for "pushing" them away to do project wif the ah-lians.. but trust me.. we have no choice.. all bcoz of the stupid tutor.. argh! y muz all these happen??? mayb we shouldnt be in the same class in the 1st place.. at least we wont have to go thru all these (the tough decision to get into grps)
all i can say michelle is a strong ger.. i noe deep down inside she feels angry, she feels sad, she feels helpless.. but wat can she do? unlike me, she wont nag nag nag n complaint.. she keeps everything to herself.. haiz~~ mic.. mayb the IB class is a wrong choice aft all..

i feel so down suddenly.. i dont noe y..
can someone out there cheer me up?

burnt!

i m sick... oh my oh my.. sch's reopening.. i mean "officially".. those wif tutorials n lectures.. n i m nt in my best form... argh..... my neck is damn itchy.. i think i m a-ller-gic to the tanning oil.. my neck is swollen.... *sob sob* my hands are itchy.. i dont like this kinda feeling.. pray hard for me gals.. for me to recover soon!

02/01/03
heh... met up chao hui earlier to shop for her swimming costume aft tat we r suppose to meet claud, ping n hua.. went to suntec city.. tried on a prom dress in topshop... oh my.. too fat.. ahahaa.... size 12 juz nice.. but doesnt look nice..they dont have size 14..*sob* anyway..i still have lots of time to look for it.. so hope my "lucky" dress will appear soon!!
went to meet alvin.. he's pssing me the digi cam today... yeah!! so excited n happy.. finally i have my own digi cam.. next time i can take as many pics as i wan to.. no need to bother claud anymore.. pestering her to take pics for ping n me.. hehe

on my way to meet alvin.. saw thomas (hyper-- mkting manager).. he actually told me tat aft one of the customer listened to my previous recording, requested for me to do the voice recording for them .. oh my!! i feel happy.. its nt that i think i have perfect excellent voice but at least its "passable" to make pple wan it.. noe wat i mean... ahahaha..

went to wait for ping to knock off.. something hapened to my digi cam.. was very worried.. then claud said something at the wrong time n i kinda reply her rudely... hua ask me a couple of questions too.. felt irritated n replied h rudely too... hmmmm.. sorry gals.. mayb i was nt in the right mood... anyway.. things were back to normal aft a while..

went to bugis village.. shop.. drop by starbucks (as usual) then went home..

03/01/03
met up wif Anthony, Deming to watch movie Scary Movie 3.. its a stupid show.. great damn stupid show!ahaha... but its really funny... met up wif trevor later... went to chimes... they actually paid for me.. hehhe... quite expensive.. 1 jug of beer is 35 bucks! sucker....

i always proclaim tat i m good at recognizing roads.. but today i took the wrong bus! wat the......... i took 147 thinking tat this will bring me back to Clementi then i can take a cab back from there.. will be cheaper.. but i ended up in Serangoon!!! i actually passed by Potong pasir-- a place where i nv expect myself ended up in wen its 12.45am! luckily i recognize yutings's house n alighted at her bustop.. really had the urge to call her.. but no point.. n its late.. better nt disturb her...
took a cab back n it cost me 22 bucks! so it makes no difference of nt paying in chimes.. haiz! regretted turning down the offer tat trevor suggested-- sending me home... ahahha..
wat a fun n adventurous day!!

dont understand

went to fen's house last night... slept over at ther place.. i was sleeping on a sofa(couch).. kinda squeezy.. so nt very comfortable... but anyway.. i was too tired to bother
went to queensway aft tat... damn lot of ppl.. like as though there's a sale.. cant really shop coz its too squeezy! passed by this shop where they sell levis jeans at a cheaper price... saw 599 so went to try.. god damn its low! i cant take it.. ahahaha... n it looked weird on me too..

came back saw clau online... wanted to chat wif her--- i mean literally chat on the phone.. but she say no saying tat she is nt in a gd mood n doesnt like to chat on the phone.. wat can i say??!!
haiz.. sometimes its really tat wen u wan to tok to that person but u cant.. haiz...
anyway.. its ok.. since i m meeting her tml.. ahahah...

n claud i m still waiting for my chalet pics!!!!!!!!!!!!! wen can i gt it? was very excited initially to nt excited nw... haiz!